the night is long for me tonight.
this night of yours and mine.
u werent here when i needed u.
my heart ached for u,
and my mind sceamed your name.
u asked what's wrong.
and i put up a brave front
just for u to hear.
to give this energy for u to last the night.
this loneliness i felt,
this emotion over mi,
i feel so alone suddenly.
and it didnt help with my mom screaming at mi.
where r u?
hot and wet my face felt,
the tears that ran freely.
u said u love mi,
and i believe u so.
this love i feel for u so intense.
tonight showed mi things,
things that are important to mi.
things that i have taken for granted.
and things i cherish when it was lost tonight.
i wished u were here by my side,
but u were out having fun.
what could i do?
stopping u is suicidal.
taking it out on u wouldnt help.
it would just spoil everything for u.
forcefully i made u go have fun.
seems like everything was alright.
u said thanks and then u were gone.
gone into this night,
that would have been yours and mine.

sorry for being this emotional. i just needed somewhere to pur this build-up of emotions as the time passes. darling if u're reading this, i noe i'll be ok by tmr so dun worry abt it. i still love u.

suddenly i feel this immense surge of love for DMC 01, girls only. strong and united we are together. the boys can shoo of and howl.